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so we get to your room and i put on that slits record.
cause you won’t let me listen to the lemon of pink
cause i’ve put it on every date night for the past two months
and that’s okay; i like this record
it’s good for kissing
and we’re sort of kissing.
but it’s getting me so hot
with your lips grazing against mine
and the feeling your stubble
i can see your chest hair poke out the top of your shirt
and i beg for you to pull it off so i can shove my face in there.
but you push me back
i feel your strength and your weight and body
and i let myself fall to the floor
where all i can do is stare
your short dark hair.
the colour in your skin
the way your tummy rolls out just slightly over your boxers
the way your deep brown eyes pull in the evening light.
you grab my hair pull me close
right between your legs
where i breathe you in
so sour and fragrant
and you ask if i want ice cream
and i say i do
so you tell me to go and get us ice cream
cause it’s gonna be a heavy night
and not one to disobey direct orders, i get changed and head out.
when i’m in the store i put my mask on
and i can smell you on my face
breathing you in again and again
and I’m leaking
so i get whatever is on sale without looking and run home to you.
the door is unlocked so i come inside
and i see the scented candlelight flickering up the stairs
i walk up with the slits still playing
so i laugh.
and you’re standing there and you push me onto the bed and you ask what’s so funny
but it’s just that elle said music wouldn't get me laid
i'm so happy
you're so nice
all i wanna do is kiss you
for the rest our life
i'm just so grateful
you'd touch me there
and god it's nice to say that
and it not be weird
we’re so different
our bodies spark
i believe that i’m a woman
as you kiss me in the dark
then you’re all around me
you don’t bother with my dress
cause the fastest way to my heart babe
is through my fucking chest
tear me open
eat me out
i want to see me
in your mouth
all my blood
and my guts
getting dizzy from your love
tear me open
reach inside
there is nothing left to hide
so rip everything out
and fill me up with your love
we’ve stained the sheets
what a mess
you stitch me back together
and kiss the scars you’ve left
i’m so pretty
which is new for me
but there’s so much of you in here
really how could i not be?
you hold me tight
i shut my eyes
i can feel your breathing
and i realise we’re alive
i start cry
and you say you love me too
for the first time there’s a future and
it's all you
i'm yours
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my bath room is cold
my shower's warm
i’ve been buying razor blades again
because i
don't want to spend
as much money as i was on cartridges
they’re so sharp
on my skin
but i haven't been cutting myself with them
except
when i slip
but that's always just an accident
cause it's too pricey to cut
my knives are all dull
my razor blade supply is limited
and if i took a bit too far
i'd die waiting for an ambulance
and cosy wouldn't like it
hartley wouldn't like it
i don't know if carla would care
maybe i'll just cut my hair
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7HDI demos London, UK
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DEMOS for the band 7 Hour Darkness
Invasion. Be warned, there's a lot of out of tune singing and out of time playing. These are essentially drafts of what I want the albums to actually be.
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