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merry christmas
02:49
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i didn't mean for things to get this way again
i guess i thought i'd grow kinda naturally
i didn't see myself in york
still suicidal
and still somehow living
well i've heard that that's enough
i've heard i should be proud to have made it through the year
but what does that say about my friends that i can't see cause they're no longer here
the heating's off and the wife's asleep
cold house on a cold morning
i drink my coffee, i text my friends
i try to connect and i fail and try again
i guess i shouldn't just sit around
but there's nothing that needs doing and you know this town
so i dress myself like i'm really alive
and i step outside into the foggy morning light
there's no ground
there's no sky
there is nothing to hold onto
i'm just floating
in the mist
i'd reach out but i can't see you
are you there?
are you still you?
do we grow or just diminish?
i want to believe that when we stop
it doesn't mean we've finished
this is new music
for all my old friends
against my better judgement
without input from them
cause i've learned jack shit
i've only gotten worse
i take what i want
get what i deserve
like this new music
for an old city
that's rotten at the core
but you can't deny it's pretty
so we’ve learned jack shit
this is only getting worse
if we don’t think there’s a future
then that’s what we deserve
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cat's cradle
03:41
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oh god im so cringe
i'm so queer
as in gay
and bad and weird
im so confident
it's unwarranted
would you please just call me out
i don't know what i'm talking about
would you please just call me out
i'm so cringe
i'm so crass
i should get spanked on my fat ass
i'm so sexual
it's unbearable
there's no easy way out
have you heard of this pandemic
i don't know what that's about
i'm so cringe
i’m so cringe
playing here
to other no name musicians
paid in beer
whose lyrics are embarrassing
songs all sound the same
i'd think up something rude to say
but i forgot your name
i’m so cringe
with the attacks
like there’s something real worth pushing back
see the cat? see the cradle?
see the scene?
do you not see what I mean?
you're no critic
you're no artist
you're not my contemporary
[solo]
i'm so cringe
i'm so sick
from my head down to my dick
i've been told i'm psychotic
and my interests are perverse
so i make music as an outlet
and that's only made it worse
cause i'm so cringe
i’m so queer
i’m such a slut
for everybody here
i get off to you watching
it’s uncomfortable, I know
but you’re the one who paid for this
so welcome to the show!
i'm so cringe
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super spreader
02:40
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another fucking asshole
walks in without a mask
i would murder everybody here
if i were fit to task
so i'm ploughing my body
and harrowing my soul
i am pissing in your toilet
i am out of control
cause i have NOTHING LEFT TO GIVE
I HAVE NOTHING LEFT TO GIVE
I HAVE NOTHING LEFT TO GIVE
I HAVE NOTHING LEFT TO GIVE
except my life
another fucking asshole
has stuck some stickers up
all around my city
saying how we've all been cucked
that this pandemic is a hoax
that our friends aren't really dead
if i find him and his stickers
i will tear them both to shreds
cause i believe in violence
and it believes in me
it urges me to get a grip
and do all sorts of things
with my life, with my soul
with my body, with my hands
reaching out, open and empty
so I finally understand
that I have NOTHING LEFT TO GIVE
I HAVE NOTHING LEFT TO GIVE
I HAVE NOTHING LEFT TO GIVE
I HAVE NOTHING LEFT TO GIVE
xcept what i am
just what i am
call me a super spreader
of distrust and pain
i might be crazy
but you're all insane
how can you carry on
holding on to all this shit
crushed under the weight
of the way you live
so I have NOTHING LEFT TO GIVE
I HAVE NOTHING LEFT TO GIVE
I HAVE NOTHING LEFT TO GIVE
I HAVE NOTHING LEFT TO GIVE
I HAVE NOTHING LEFT TO GIVE
I HAVE NOTHING LEFT TO GIVE
I HAVE NOTHING LEFT TO GIVE
I HAVE NOTHING LEFT TO GIVE
except this
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7HDI demos London, UK
Check out 7hdi.bandcamp.com for official releases!
DEMOS for the band 7 Hour Darkness
Invasion. Be warned, there's a lot of out of tune singing and out of time playing. These are essentially drafts of what I want the albums to actually be.
C/W: lots of stuff about blood/suicide/alcohol/trans issues
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