1. |
fuck me
01:25
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razor burned legs
is this where anyone would wanna lay their head
and if they got that far
would anyone ever wanna kiss these scars
and if they did
would we become and entangled mess of limbs and love
or would we just lie there
awkwardly pecking at each other
figuring out the logistics
of maximising pleasure
if sex isn't sexy then what is
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2. |
poly
04:14
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Your room is cold
and you're hogging all the covers
I feel like I should be shivering
but I'm not
Your flatmates are watching TV downstairs
and your door is wide open
I feel like I should close it
but I don't know why
We hang out almost every day
is it weird that I miss you even when you won't go away
Your room is cold
but I'm feeling pretty hot
in your tight latex skirt
with your lips around my cock
Laying on your barren bed
no covers
no sheets
and then you tell me to go
cause this was all just a tease
I'll be thinking about you as I lay in bed
because you've made me feel some things that I thought I'd never feel again
Is this what they mean when they say "polyamory"?
Do you want to be more than friends and cuddle and kiss or is it just me?
When you lay alone at night what do you think of?
Cause all I'm thinking about is all the people who make me feel like I'm in-
Leaning on the window
Sat alone on the bus
I can still feel your arms around me
as I watch the sun come up
Tonight was a kind of fun that I haven't had in months
And suddenly I burst into tears
But I'm still smiling for once
I wish we could hang out as much as we used to
I hope you feel as warm right now as I do
This grass is making me itch
And it's far too bright out
My legs have fallen asleep
My feet have cramped up
So I'm stuck here looking out clouds
I pick up my phone and ask how you've been
Turn it off silent
Close my eyes
And wait for you to reply
I don't get lost in moments like these
But I feel lost even when you're just talking to me
Is this what they mean when they say "polyamory"?
Is it normal to want to date your friends?
Is it weird that you all fill my dreams?
When I lay alone at night that's what I think of
How it's so damn wonderful that there's so many people who make me feel like I'm in love
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3. |
hell bbq
02:26
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Do you wanna talk about it?
Or are you just gonna keep looking into my eyes?
With that scrunchy smile plastered across your face
I'd say something if it weren't for that
If it weren't you
I can't quite see
I can't quite breathe
I'm choking on the smoke
That fills this bedroom
Most of my friends are stoned
And the rest are asleep
There are so many people here that I've never even met
Sitting around
Looking depressed
This is not the appropriate situation to have a conversation
This is not the place to do anything at all
So I'm just sitting here looking at you looking at me looking at you
Can I ask you out right now or would that be too soon?
And you with your glass of wine
Are those tears in your eyes or are they just watering?
Cause I can't tell
What the fuck is going on
Have I died?
Is this hell?
Are you laughing at me?
Is it too early to leave?
I regret ever coming here
Apologies for acting so weird
But I didn't know what I was getting into
You said this was gonna be a barbecue
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4. |
pink panties
01:36
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pink panties
red dress
on my knees
such a mess
you drop your pants
as i hand you my phone
and staring at the lens
i start to blow
tell me how you want it honey
line is "i'm just this slutty"
but we both know that's not quite true
is this anyone's idea of good sex
bruising my knees, straining my neck
making indirect eye contact with you
mouth's dry
my girl dick's wet
sucking on your balls cause you're not hard yet
then pull back and look shocked like i don't know what to do
cause "oh god, you're soooo huge"
tell me how you want it honey
line is "I do it for the money"
but we both know I'm not getting paid for this shit
my lust is just a temper tantrum
self righteous humilation
come on mom you said you wanted me to be independent
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5. |
night terrors
02:02
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Guess it all started in your apartment
I fell asleep on your floor
And woke up with your tongue in my mouth
And it's been quite a few months now
But still I wake up sometimes in the middle of the night
Shivering and scared
Cold sweat
Wet shirt
Damp sheets
Oh please
Tell me that I'm alone in this room
Cause just like that night I can't move
I've always been kinda afraid of the dark
But I've always been able to get to sleep
I've always had nightmares
But those nightmares have always been in my dreams
God there's someone beside me
Talking to me
Touching my face
I swear I locked the door
But I can feel something running its fingers through my hair
I start to scream
Then jerk upright and punch the air
Lay back down
Pull my covers over my head
And pray that nobody is there
I'm always worried that I'll have to explain myself
Cause sexual assault is a real mood killer
And nobody wants to wake up to me freaking out
Then having to hear the story of how I guess it all started in your apartment
The night I didn't get drunk enough to pass ou
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6. |
crush
02:10
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midnight listening to WHY?
and sipping some bullshit guava flavored sports drink
without my teeth in
about to start smoking again
cause i got excited
when you said "sure! why not?"
with that taken aback scrunchy smile
outside the physics building
but 26 hours and 3 texts have passed since then
so i light a cigarette
breathe in
then stomp it out
cause of course it's not as good as i remember
the first time i smoked with fergus by the river
looks like i just wasted £10
i wanted to hear your lyrics
and listen to you play guitar
for hours while laying on your floor
staring up at your face
my perfect date
but
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7. |
ashley's song
01:27
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"is this a date"
I say
laying in your bed
post sex
staring at your face
and you say "I don't know"
so we schedule a date
and it ends up lasting
3 whole days
i don't know when we fell in love
it feels like we always were
we've spent a month together now
and you already know me better than i know myself
the walk from yours to mine
takes about half an hour
and wheeling you up that hill
makes me feel like i'm about to die
but i'd do it everyday
through winter snow or summer rain
just to be able to kiss you goodnight
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8. |
pain play
01:49
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change the station
we don't need anything on
I'd rather not listen
even though i like this song
i don't want to be distracted
as you sigh and gasp and moan
you got my full attention
and we've yet to take off our clothes
i can feel you getting hard
through that pretty little skirt
as i pull you cross my lap
and tell you that this'll hurt
there's a tension in the room
i can see it on your face
we're on the verge of something new
and i land that first spank
the room explodes into color
you bite down on the covers
muffled screams for another
so i send one on your way
this is not about pleasure
or pain or whatever
this is us coming together
as one and the same
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9. |
love song 4
01:57
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what is romance
i think to myself
as i piss on the airplane toilet
maybe it's like
friendship but sexier
or maybe
it's just co-dependence
which seems unhealthy
but i got the feeling
that it's mostly shown
through a monogamous
cis het gaze
and that's fucked up
and it's fuckin with us
i love you
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10. |
translate slowly (cover)
01:55
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when you don't understand me
you need help for to see what you can't see
in these times that we have translate slowly
when you're mad and you hate me
i can hope that it's just temporary
in these times that we have translate slowly
a lullaby to myself might mean nothing
but it helps all the same
translate slowly
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11. |
my idea of fun
02:04
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wale up again
still can't believe you're in my bed
you look like an angel
in the early morning light
6 months in
and i'm used to what you're like
i know the way you move
i know the feeling of your lips against mine
and i know when you'll fall
even before you do
i know that everything you say to me is true
i know this'll work
cause i know you
so when we decided that this is forever
i knew
together we're enough
when i'm you know that's enough
i'm not afraight cause when i look in your eyes
i know we'll always be enough
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12. |
going to the beach again
02:25
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Summer nights
Summer days
Summer heat and summer rain
Sober at an airport
Waiting to board the plane
And I think through what I've been through
And how long it's been since I've seen you
Do you remember that night in June
When you pinned me to the floor and I didn't say a word
I just laid there figuring out whether I could escape under your bed
Slamming my foot trying to wake up a friend
Do you still think about that?
Do you still think about me?
Have you moved on?
Do you still listen to my songs?
Oh god
Now I'm a few miles high
And I'm going to some beach in Greece
But this time I won't write love songs for a guy
Who treated me like that
I still don't think you're a bad person
And maybe it's selfish to write a song about this
Fuck I just don't know what to do
I don't know what to feel about you
Cause you're not bad
You just did a bad thing
That changed the way I think
That made me feel broken and scared
That made it even harder to care about myself
But now I'm not wishing I were dead
And I have these wonderful friends
And I'd do anything for them
Even if that means never seeing you again
Cause they're worried about me
Cause I do such self destructive things
And I spend a fair amount of nights just crying
Summer nights
Summer days
Summer heat and summer rain
The bar was set pretty low last year
So this summer is looking to be fucking great
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7HDI demos London, UK
Check out 7hdi.bandcamp.com for official releases!
DEMOS for the band 7 Hour Darkness
Invasion. Be warned, there's a lot of out of tune singing and out of time playing. These are essentially drafts of what I want the albums to actually be.
C/W: lots of stuff about blood/suicide/alcohol/trans issues
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