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from Disaster Demos by 7HDI demos

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get very very anxious when i'm out on my own.
makeup, girl mode, i wanna go home.
but you've brought me to this bar so i'm out on my own for you
if i asked about your gameplan would you tell me the truth.
do you hate me? do you hate me?
i can see right through you.
i can see it in the way you sip your drink.
i've known you for a year
i think i know how you think.

now your drink is empty
the lights are low.
the open mic upstairs is winding to close.
i can't quite see your eyes
but it seems like you're crying.
if i told you i was sorry would you know that i was lying?.
i laugh when i'm nervous
giggle when i'm hurt.
i do care about your feelings
my responses are just weird at first.
put your head on the table and i don't know what to do
is this the kind of performance where the audience should interact with you?

there's a truth in every lie
and there's a lie in every truth.
i'm not saying this is fake
i'm just saying that it's thought through.
all i got are aphorisms
and anecdotes for you.
and if i say to trust me
i mean i don't have any proof.
my worldview's incoherent
my thoughts just ramble on.
i buy another coffee to keep my brain from shutting off.
if this is being here for you was it really worth the walk.
i feel like shit
you must feel worse
glad we had this talk.

i don't like it when you look at me
and i don't like it when you don't look at me
i don't like it when you talk to me
and i don't like it when you don't talk to me me
and i find it kinda funny in a funny sort of way
this coffee's really bitter but i've learned to love this taste
and i find it kinda hopeless in a hopeful sort of way
if you told me that you love me do you know what i would say?

you will never have closure
cause closure doesn't exist
you keep looking for a payoff
but payoff's for movies and comedy bits
reason is a narrative construct
and don't get me started on logic
so trust me when i tell you
you can't think your way out of this

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from Disaster Demos, released April 23, 2020

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7HDI demos London, UK

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DEMOS for the band 7 Hour Darkness Invasion. Be warned, there's a lot of out of tune singing and out of time playing. These are essentially drafts of what I want the albums to actually be.

C/W: lots of stuff about blood/suicide/alcohol/trans issues ... more

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